hi all!! welcome to my blog!! hah tt's so lame.. anyway i never ever imagined to have my own blog. thot is was an avenue to let d whole world know what u feel.. thot it was dumb to actually write sum sort of a diary where everybody can have acess to it.. *blurgh* and here i am now contradicting myself by creating one. sheesh.. well i guess i am too bored rotting half my life away so i'd rather do sumtin rite?
i dun really have a lot to say but recently i've been thinking.. ever since my mind got transported back into the secondary school days. hmm.. why does it all have to happen? those days could have been so much better.. why was i ever made into someone who had a load of responsibility on my back but at the same time i felt so insignificant? i knew i didnt perform my best to have a chance and make it better.. and everytime i see those ppl who hv guided n educated me thru'out those years, i didnt have the strength to look up n look into their eyes n be sincere.. nor at least happy to see them. i have never felt welcomed every time i step my feet into tt all once very familiar surroundings. is it just me or tt i had done so badly tt they all look down on me now? well isnt it too late to regret now?
i'm glad i've moved on w my life.. got a new environment to fit in right aft secondary sch, got myself a wonderful bunch of friends, found THE ONE who is n will always be there for me.. and now its been 2 years since tt day.. i didnt even want to assoiciate myself w tt purple-skirt sch. (tt was what i thot right aft i graduated fm sec sch) but then again i wasnt being thankful to those who had given me d knowledge to move on in life..
oh wells too much negative thinking aint gd for my health.. haha
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It is not time or opportunity that isto determine intimacy;-- it is disposition alone. Seven years wouldbe insufficient to make some people acquainted with each other, and seven days are more than enough for others. *FaeryVixen*
