i've been running out of ideas lately. nothing much has been going thru my mind. sometimes i wonder do i take things too lightly. cuz nothing much have been affecting me. or rather, i dont even realise that i am effected. am i numb to such feelings? is there something wrong with me??
anyways, i need model a.k.a guinea pigs for my make up lessons. anybody interested?? cuz i really need lotsa prac!!
i am so depressed. i cant fit into my clothes no more. I AM FAT!!!! many people have commented on it.. sad.
but on the brighter side of it, i'm happy... hehe.. with my dar dar. i must stop the bad eating habits. no more food after 9pm else i'll be as big as a cow.
i think its time tt i shlould get my brains running again. its been a while since it became dormant. speaking of it, it aint a while. its been like a year?!? OMG! better get something to read. honestly, i really think it isnt functioning as it used to do cuz i cant even think of what to blog. oh no.. i'm going retarded!
posted @ 10:15 AM
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Friday, March 11, 2005
hey you guys! sorry i was kinda like MIA for the past few days. very tired from work & class.
anyway anyway, i had a trial theory test yesterday & i managed to read some parts of my notes. but i managed to pass tho. then again could hav done better cuz most of it was like exactlu from the notes. heh. just trying to console myself. sigh.
i've applied for NTU already & NIE too. i'm kinda like dreading getting accepted into NIE cuz i don't wanna teach. argh!! then again, my brains are not functioning as well. or mayb that's just an excuse. hah. so i shall now apply for NUS. wish me luck guys!
when they say 'boys will always be boys'.. damn! that is so right & proven. in every sense of the quote. it may be known to all that boys will never get seperated from their passion for soccer, toys, video games & what-else-have-u. it aint't just these few, there are other little things that might not change in a man.
on another note, i'm happy for joey (colleague) that she is finally leaving. and.. she is gonna teach! so not her. it seems that many are turning to be an educator. that is really nice.. nurul i believe is having fun teaching too. i see myself standing in a class of 30.. NOT! then again, i did relief teaching before & its no fun.
feel like i have more to say but.. dang! i'll just end here now.
Wednesday. Surprisingly not busy today. Well i'm not complaning but time seems to pass by very slowly..
it wasn't exactly planned neither prepared. it wasn't meet-the-folks either. It was meet-my-mum. all cuz of a cat. an ungrateful cat. it turn out beyond expectations. well it was a positive outcome tho. haha.. we were worried that gerard might get the same shit when hasrul met my parents then. ohh la la... my mum was very nice to him. hee hee i'm very happy for u dar!! hmm.. wait til he meet my dad.. scary.
posted @ 10:51 AM
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