when everything seems to point towards the positive light, why does it always have to backfire?
do they have to treat me this way all the time? isn't it time for them to let go? for crying out loud, one doesn't remain young, naive & obedient. why can't they see what i see? or are they being overly sensitive as age catches up with them? hey, i got a life too. i got to prepare myself for my future. i can't possibly hide behind them all them time. can't they understand what is privacy? why does she want to be a friend now instead of building the friend-parent relationship since we were young. why do we carry the blame of not communicating well with them when they didn't make an effort to do so & trying to implement this when the kids are grown up? we are not 6 year old kids where they can con us.
fuck. this is like a recurring thing every now & then. when will i get over this? when will they be over protective. fuck.
hey i didn't realise there's a link on the post page where we can recover our posts. cool!
hey bloggie, its been a while since i last posted an entry huh? well i do apologise as i have been pretty preoccupid lately. work, school, relationships.. and it all sums up to not having full access to the net.
work as usual have been busy and now with my exams coming, my schedule is so tight.
still i had time to attend a wedding dinner. it was gerard's ex-colleague's that was held at pan pac hotel. being a swa-koo for chinese wedding, i didn't expect it to be that um.. boring? well, at leat i was so very mesmerised by the grand interior of the pan pac hotel. it was oh-so-beautiful..... the bride & groom looked lovely. the decor was very nicely done. the food was alrite. haha. well, i still prefer the free food we had at ritz carlton for our prom nite. haha. the dinner was more like eat, take photos with the bride & groom when they come around the table, eat more food and then say goodbye. apparently, we spotted some guests who didn't even bother to dress up. the came in t-shirt, short skirts & slippers? if that was my wedding.. urgh. doesn't it reflect very badly on the bride & groom? its like you're not bothered at all. tsk tsk. on the brighter side, it was really nice to be attending a wedding dinner with your partner. its like.. imagine yourself as the bride. or the groom. whichever it is. hah.
on another note, i'm now in blissland, as mandy and joy have concluded it to be. true enough i am still in blissland but its not as heavenly as it may seem. tho 3 months into the relationship, gerard and myself have gone thru a lot. those arguments over trivial matters are what makes us stronger and of cuz to know one another better. like we always tell ourselves, 'it takes two to clap'.
Darling, after all that has happened, i still do wanna be with you thru thick & thin. be there with you thru the ups & downs. i learnt from my mistakes and this definitely will make us stronger. for sure, we will make things work for the both of us. tho it has only been a comparatively short while, the 3 months that i'm with you is so significant. you mean everything to me baby.. i am so in love with you.
i think its about time that my friends shold come into the picture again. really miss u guys ya.. mandy, joy, qifang, vert, ne, celeste & grace. we are so overdue for a glut outing. lets not make this 15th meet up a half- glut thingy, or rather a quarter-glut since joy is in australia now. where the hell is grace?? she totally disappeared?? how nice wold it be if we were all still in AC. honestly i do miss those times that we had. well, we all gotta move on now ya. shall see u all on the 15th.
pardon the lengthy entry. guess i havnt blogged in a long while and its like vomitting out about 2-3 weeks due of updates. that's all folks for now..
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It is not time or opportunity that isto determine intimacy;-- it is disposition alone. Seven years wouldbe insufficient to make some people acquainted with each other, and seven days are more than enough for others. *FaeryVixen*
