well it has been wonderful for the past 8 days tho it might have progressed to fast. then again, those wonderful moments didnt begin 8 days ago but more than a month back.. *smileS*
unknowingly time passed by so quickly. too caught up with the issues i had that i didnt realise it is less than 3 weeks away to the day when our dearest friend has to bid us goodbye. well my poopy pants & the rest of the other gluts, i would really appreciate it if we all could spend quality time. apart from the chalet which was supposed to be highlight of the year. we all expected it to be a half glut thing again anyway. a day out will really be nice...
FYI my off days this week is gonna be on Monday & Friday.
Joy: O Bar on Friday nite?? $3 for housepour.... haha
**i'm so emotional today.. pms-ing i guess...**
posted @ 11:34 AM
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
hey guys.. just to let u all know, i'm fine. doing pretty good. thanks u guys for being there. i know i might have kinda lost some point of contact with u guys but i really needed the time to myself to get over & done with this.
well, yup, like i said before it's sad to leave the good memories behind yet i have no regrets & no turning back. its now time to move on. however, not for him tho. many strange things appeared after the break up. very contradicting.
here it goes..
it was last sunday when he tried to prove to me that he is a changed person and was asking for a second chace from me. well i had my feet firm on the ground as what happened the previous night has determined me to make that decision. would you consider yourself getting married to a guy who threatens to commit suicide? no amount of tears & begging can make me change my mind. so i thot it was finally over.
no it doesnt end there.
even tho i have stated it straight & clear that there is nothing more between us, he came to my OFFICE to look for me. thank god if it was not for my officer he might just have gotten into the call centre and begged for another chance again. so i went to get things striaght to him. spell out the facts & he still can't accept it. he suspected i had another guy in my life.. umm... heh. ok ok. well what he suspected was that i was going out with a malay guy named 'Kid'. ????? who the fuck is he?? it was only after that day when he came to my office that this guy appeared. strange don't you think. apparently this 'Kid' guy gave me a call. honestly, i find it all damn hilarious.
alright now.. i have to go. lets meet up one day & i'll tell u guys abt it ya..
as mcuh as you people didnt expect this, it has already happened. it over. finally over. honestly.. sad to leave the good memories behind but i'm glad its over. it really saddened me to see him so composed yet upset. tho he might have realised his mistakes, the hard way as he puts it, i have already made up my mind. no turning back. i hope. fate is in the hands of God & we cant trace the paths of our future. 2 long years & 11 months. is it a complete waste of time? is it more than enough time to know a person? on the other hand people change.. i admit i did. my feelings changed for him. why?? i believe its due to the the actions & effects. i don't put all the blame on him totally. it takes two to tango doesnt it?
well life has to go on and we have to move on..
to YOU: hope ur taking this alright. i know its a big blow but i cant go on.. take care. goodbye.
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