u noe how sumtimes its so weird to hear things related to ur problems from ppl or sources which has no connection to ur life. juz as i was woken up tis morn by my momma's shrill 'alarm' to go to the mosque for religous class.
its so annoying to have someone nag at u first thing in the morn!
anyway, so i did dragged myself out of bed. took a long shower (or rather stoning for a some tym on the toilet bowl) which made my momma knock on the toilet door and said
"HURRY UP!!!!!"
however, every time i step my foot into the mosque and listen to the sermon, it always had something to d w my life. of cuz i am guilty or certain things. not to mention the obvious. the point is each visit to the mosque will bring me some kind of tranquility. some kinda light to settle the probs tt i face. w regards to wat happened last nite, i learnt my mistake. maybe its gd for YOU to listen to these sermons juz to open up YOUR hearts and be more enlightened. maybe YOUR un-opnened heart caused u to react tt way. still, i am partly to be blamed as well.
well.. its not tt i chose to b a bad muslim. but tt devil inside me has been urging me to go against the good. each time aft i pray, my heart will be so at ease. its so calm. well i feel ashamed to admit this. i havnt been praying for some time and i'm losin it already. its time to reflect abt tis.. to be a better person inside and out.
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posted @ 12:05 AM
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