hm.. is tis what i really wanna do? tho it might promise me a better future. sigh. i've never imagined myself to be in this position now and i didnt plan it to be this way. i wanna run my own business but not this type. and i do wanna go back to school. if i hang on, i'll be wasting time. if i leave, ONE chance of me doin well is gone for sure! provided i put in my effort to be able to do well later. at this rate i'm goin now i'm probably cant go far but its all about hard work. no pain no gain. i cant decide.
work was erm well much better today. plucked a lil more courage to do better than yesterday. knocking on doors is really hard. got doors slammed at my face. what the fuck! but then again this is what we ourselves do at times. and there are ppl who r juz so hostile ad refuse to say a single fucking word. arse! then again, its good tho cuz its a whole new experience. stll... i cant decide.
moral of story: never impress your interviewer when you dont wanna do that job. juz say no.
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It is not time or opportunity that isto determine intimacy;-- it is disposition alone. Seven years wouldbe insufficient to make some people acquainted with each other, and seven days are more than enough for others. *FaeryVixen*
