life feels different ever since i started work. i'm less tolerant, impatient and pretty much insensitive. this mainly apply towards hasrul. hardly have the time to talk to him. we hardly had any chance to have our nightly routine of talking over the phone now. why am i behaving this way? this is getting so weird. yes i've been feeling queer recently. i feel like there is just something that isn't right with me. keep noticing that strangers giving me that look, as tho i stink or somehting. or maybe its my hair. my falling hair. when i sit in the bus, the person next to me will distance themselves. what the heck is happening to me? or is it just me. weird weird weird weird....
blah! back to work tommorow. sigh. its only been a week and i'm dreading it already. tho it might be a simple job but i still think it sucks! apparently there isn't anything in this world which is easy. studying alone is hard enough. just think about how hard it will be when we have to plan our own life with a family. whoah! better not think about it yet.
Flaky is getting fatter. bought her/him (still can't figure it out. but i think its a girl.) new diet supplement which has nuts and veggie and she doesn't seem to like it. she loves to nibble my finger and her teeth is sharp! so i ended up putting on a pair of gloves to pick her up. what i'm trying to do is to tame her so she won't nibble my fingers anymore but it doesn't seem to work. sheesh.
i haaave tooo draag myyyy feeet tooo wooork tooommorooow............
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It is not time or opportunity that isto determine intimacy;-- it is disposition alone. Seven years wouldbe insufficient to make some people acquainted with each other, and seven days are more than enough for others. *FaeryVixen*
